What am i doing here, left the office 5 hours ago, and now i'm back in here.

Find myself stoning instead of working...

At least i managed to send some emails. and get some stuff off my chest.
Now i have to brace myself for the terrible day ahead.

my eyes are experiencing a famine and drought. The lenses are slowly drying up and cracking.

My body feels under nourished. my fingers are retarded.
I'm just gonna keep typing till my colleagues stroll in one by one. And luvena has one of my drawings. Connie needs to check. Then i can draw in my finishing dimensions. After that, i just gotta mount the board. Should be fine la..

I know and am almost complacent that God will help me through. I still don't understand why my 2 team mates were removed. and now, i'm doing one *loody hotel alone! and one condo dev. alone! plus all the other projects i have to help 'photoshop' and i don't even have photoshop in my computer!

Crap Crap. stressed, but it's weird, i have this peace and i am stressed, but not down and out. Wow, chill out FM is playing a nice song now. LOL

"i can't live, if living is without you, i can't live, i can't live anymore......"