Dear All,

this post is written for at least 3 persons, who has been bugging me for an update. Thank you for your concern, and remembering me, although i may be out of sight.

Life has been well, pretty dramatic.

I tried to learn drums. but could never find the time to start the first lesson.

Btw, i bought an e.piano lo. It was a good buy!
Piano lessons have also come to a halt. Hope to continue next month.

Had wanted to go to thailand with a friend, KL with mom, JB and KL with friends. Hope to at least make it to 2 out of the 3 i planned.

Work has been a killer. there is so much coordination, patience and learning. i try to stay happy. and keep my thoughts on the Iphone which i will soon land my hands on! Mwahaha. and the nice office we're moving into by the end of june. Hee.. so happening. it's got a pool and BBQ pits and a Gym at the upper floors.. Woots!

Relationships has been in a mess lately, maybe it's because of how irritable a person i have become. every slight mistake or irritance is a thorn in my flesh. But, good news, i have learnt to keep quiet and walk away. remember how i always ended up screaming and crying in the past?
i am in debt! i owe at least 4 people a dinner meet up!

through all this pressure at work, i guess i have grown stronger and better. afterall the only way to mold my character is to put it under pressure.

Been also involved in the Youth ministry at church. busy preparing for lessons on saturdays, games, song leaders, even had to sit in for their meeting. just packed with lotsa passion and zeal, currently. hope i'll never lose that. it's amazing to be with the youths and grow up with them. i can see the change in all of them who agreed to step up to leadership positions 2 weeks ago. i was totally delighted to hear people actually volunteering to lead in devotion, prayer, games, song session, logistics etc. It's that kind of blessed feeling, you can't really describe.

Sometimes when someone gets soo busy, she tends to forget to maintain relationships. Especially when he's out of sight, it gets so easy to choose sleep over dropping a sms to him. it gets so easy for me to give everything up and think only about work. but the vacancy also makes it harder to concentrate on work.. i don't even know what im talking about.

I've just been.. really, alternating between bouts of sorrow and joy.. i try not to think about a lot of things.. im still trying. very hard. a part of me wants to salvage the situation, a part of me just wants to drown in self-pity, denial, work. The part that wants to do something, is buried with pre conceived ideas i have of the male species.

So, friends, here goes my very long post and i'm out! Take care yall.