One facebook I saw compilations of wedding photos for 2 brides I know. I have a wedding to attend this weekend, and that is the 6^th wedding this year. Also, I must have been watching too many Korean dramas.

The alarm rang at 730, the heart was willing to get up, but the body was weak. I thought about what to wear and slowly fell back into slumber.

I woke up disturbed by my mom’s voice and she told me I had to leave now… and I had to marry someone now! And that someone’s father was sick and just wanted his son to be happily married. Right so I made my way down to the event hall. It wasn’t even a church.  I walked in grasping my mom’s arm and begging her to tell me… “so who am I exactly suppose to marry?!” then I saw a man all dressed up and smiling at me. I was like CRAP! I was so convinced it would be Y! But it turned out to be K!

I was shoved into a meditation room and I was required to do some Pilates 2 hours before the start! Magically, I was in some sort of a gown. I have always wanted to wear something short and casual, instead of the regular white fluffy gowns.

Then this lady Y used to stay in the event hall. It was like she was some.. soldier staying in the barracks. I just knew it, don’t ask me why. Then the groom was so upset when the lady started to cry. It told me that she was the one he loved. I told my friend who sat beside me. “Too bad Rui isn’t here.” She said “ Well, he can come for your next wedding.” I replied” I don’t think I can marry someone and not love him eventually.”

Then the alarm rang again. scenes of the dream was disturbed. But it carried on. I saw scenes from the not-so-long-ago.  K and the interior designer was doing up our room and he wanted to have everything painted black.. right..he told the designer not to touch anything that’s mine since he doesn’t really care about me.

I was suddenly seated in the event hall. There was someone wearing a white gown standing beside me. The wedding march started and the place was dark. I thought, great! So now the bride isn’t me.. But somehow I marched down. And we were in white and light blue gowns, it was really casual almost like a fashion show. The runway was lit and there were colored spots on us. We quarreled down the runway and the dream ended.

Right……..